My Father Loves me!

Thursday, November 12th, 2009
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Which makes me happy to stupidly ridiculous levels. Beause there were a few years when we never spoke and I rang him about a month ago and we talked and now he’s rung back. :D

But I have a small problem. I want to make him something for Christmas (that I can mail, he lives in Queensland) and I don’t know what to make. And he says he’s colour blind, which sort of makes my normally colourful things sort of moot. Any ideas? He likes red.

Rememberence Day

Wednesday, November 11th, 2009

Standing at Attention

On the 11th hour of the 11th day of the 11th month, we will remember them.

Lest We forget.

FOR THE FALLEN

Laurence Binyon


With proud thanksgiving, a mother for her children
England mourns for her dead across the sea,
Flesh of her flesh they were, spirit of her spirit,
Fallen in the cause of the free.

Solemn the drums thrill: Death august and royal
Sings sorrow up into immortal spheres,
There is music in the midst of desolation
And glory that shines upon our tears.

They went with songs to the battle, they were young,
Straight of limb, true of eyes, steady and aglow,
They were staunch to the end against odds uncounted,
They fell with their faces to the foe.

They shall grow not old, as we that are left grow old:
Age shall not weary them, nor the years condemn
At the going down of the sun and in the morning
We will remember them.

They mingle not with their laughing comrades again,
They sit no more at familiar tables of home,
They have no lot in our labour of the daytime,
They sleep beyond England’s foam.

But where our desires and hopes profound,
Felt as a well-spring that is hidden from sight,
To the innermost heart of their own land they are known
As the stars are known to the night.

As the stars shall be bright when we are dust,
Moving in marches upon the heavenly plain,
As the stars that are stary in the time of our darkness,
To the end, to the end, they remain.

I quit

Monday, November 9th, 2009
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As much as I love NaNoWriMo, in theory, I just. No.

It’s not that the story isn’t there to be written, it is. NaNoWriMo just ends up making me feel crap because I fall behind, inevitably, often because I have things to do. A mother and sister to look after. Christmas things to make, and honestly I’d like to go to bed this Christmas Eve rather than stay up till four am stabbing my fingers to finish gifts. It’s not as though I don’t write all year, because I do. I write fics and stories and poems and ridiculous little drabbles.

I just… ugh.

Stress = Steffi getting her second grey hair before she’s 19.

Four Years Ago

Tuesday, September 22nd, 2009
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Four years ago today, when I was fourteen I started my domain. It was…different to what it is now and I had no idea what wordpress was… but I did it. Simple PHP and html and CSS (Cascading Style Sheets) to make what was something that could become so dear to me. Most of the first layouts where horses. I didn’t even realise at the time that I had opened the site on Frodo and Bilbos birthday.

I certainly didn’t realise back then that four years later I’d be sitting here on a subdomain of my site, on my blog, and writing about it. Briefly, but still. I’m working on ideas for a redesign – I was going to roll it out today but I didn’t have time to get to it.

Thanks guys. I hope to be here in four more years.

D.I.Y. (Or, It’s Not As Hard As It Looks)

Sunday, May 24th, 2009
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There’s a few things I think everyone should be able to do on a basic level, especially in these times. I try to learn to do things myself most of the time, the first time I baked a cake from scratch by myself was an extremely satisfying moment for me. Almost as satisfying as the cake itself. I’m a good baker.

Equally satisfying is making a bag, fixing a pair of trousers, making your friends little gifts like beaded bracelets and other things you know they will like. So here’s a little list of suggested needed skills:

  1. CIY: Cook It Yourself! There’s no need to pretend to be a brilliant chef, but cooking isn’t as hard as people seem to think. Make a stew, some potatoes. Learn to bake bread from scratch (still working on that one, last one didn’t turn out).
  2. SIYS: Sew It Yourself, Silly! There are plenty of things you can sew yourself, basic sewing should be a required school – I don’t mean complicated formal clothes and strange fabrics, but at least learning how to stitch together holes in your clothing, toys, etc won’t hurt. Not to mention that once you get the hang of it (because it’s really not that hard) you could learn to make simple bags, softies, anything you can think of with a little patience.
  3. NYWN: Navigate Your Way, Naturally: Compasses are good tools, but we don’t always have them and if you’re somewhere you don’t normally go the chances of getting lost are pretty high, especially in the bush or woodlands. Knowing which stars to follow and which way the sun goes as it travels the sky (In Australia it travels toward the North) can help you find your way daylight or moonshine.  Also, try to memorize a few common edible plants. It doesn’t hurt to eat the right ones, the wrong ones can be BAD.
  4. GYO: Grow Your Own: It’s not something I’ve been great at in the past few years but when I was little my grandfather would often have a vegetable garden of some sort, in addition to that some of my family have fruit trees. It’s not too hard to grow most root vegetables and many other kids: pick what grows well in your area and keep and eye on it and you should be fine. Even simple things like growing your own carrots and onions can be helpful and rewarding.
  5. ETS: Entertain Thy Self: Not really a life or death skill, but boredom is an awful thing. Most people who are or were only children are exceptional at this, because we[i] had little other choice most of the time. Board games are good if you have other people to play with, I still enjoy Snakes and Ladders, Scrabble, Monopoly, etc. Crafts from recycled or re-purposed materials also come in here. Or you could be like me when I was eight and try to sell home made perfume made of squashed flowers in water. I was trying to perfect my formula, it had a few issues…

For now, I’ll say this is all. Mostly because I have other things to write! Love you all.

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Now playing: Kate Walsh – Talk of the Town
via FoxyTunes

Notes

  1. My sister wasn’t born until I was nearly ten and already rather self entertaining []